Im Back!!!!!!!!! Maybe..

Hello my friends! I'm back!!!! New things have happened. I am FINALLY talking to Cam... :) He is so sweet! :) I'm over Miranda! And I still cant hear "She's Got Style" without feeling sad! I hope you guys didn't miss me too much!!!!! :)

Im Sorry...

This might be my last post for a while... I have other things too deal with... Im sorry... I still love ALL my readers and promise too try and blog when i get a chance. life is hectic. Love you guys!

Sleep... What is that???

I tore up my relationship in one night with just two texts too the wrong person... Now im crying my eyes out. I didnt sleep at all last night... i miss him and the silent treatment sucks... alot... I wonder if he is upset like i am... and i wonder if he misses me... i know im just blowing this all out of proportion and freaking out over nothing... but i just cant help hoping (wishing is more the word) that i can fix it and make it all better... Oh millions of readers (as if) What do i do????

She's Got Style

Im sorry i havent posted in awhile. things have been crazy. so recently i fell in love with a man i swore too my self i would never fall for again. but he's just so sweet!!! we were up at work together  and he brought his guitar up there and we got real slow and no 1 was in the store so he pulls out his guitar and starts playing. I recognized the song immediately! i he was playing my favorite song. I broke my promise too myself and fell instantly. Does that make me a horrible person?

AKWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know that odd moment when your sitting there thinking and you suddenly realize that youve been crushing on some one for over two years and never noticed? I just got that! I was on my yearbook and got bored so i searched 4 people i kno, and i found Kayla. And i realized i like totally have a crush on her and have since like 6th grade. now idk what too do. iv never noticed how amazingly beautiful she is. even though she can be a bitch. and is way out of my league.

Tears and the people that make them fall

  I noticed today just how beautiful my friend A.J's sister Jen is. Iv always  known i have a crush on her but i always thought it was just cuz she was insanely hot. no. shes really cool and funny and she does these little voices that just ugh melt my brain.
   Has that ever happened to you? it feels so wrong to fall for you best friends sister. But it feels even more wrong to fall for your best friend... i would know... I fell in love with Shaylene, my ABSOLUTE best friend, about this time last year. we dated for like a week last semester and i still havent quite gotten over her. Shes just so so beautiful! And so funny! and sweet. And did i mention B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L? well good cuz she is. i hope, if she reads this, she doesnt get super duper mad at me. i dont like it when shes mad at me...

LOVE That crazy thing that gives you butterflies

Im starting this post with an apology. Im sorry i havent posted in a while. Internet has been down. Now, on to important things. I think i have finally found it. By "it" i mean love. He might be significantly older than me, but all that matters is that we are responsible and we care about each other. I think he is the cutest thing ever and he's sweet. When i see him i get butterflies out the Wazzo, what ever that is. I get all giggly and i act like such a girl! I know what all my friends are talking about now. Love is great. :D