Sleep... What is that???

I tore up my relationship in one night with just two texts too the wrong person... Now im crying my eyes out. I didnt sleep at all last night... i miss him and the silent treatment sucks... alot... I wonder if he is upset like i am... and i wonder if he misses me... i know im just blowing this all out of proportion and freaking out over nothing... but i just cant help hoping (wishing is more the word) that i can fix it and make it all better... Oh millions of readers (as if) What do i do????